Is this an actual conversation you had with a doctor? If it was... well. I'm not sure you'd be too far out of your rights if you socked him in the face next time you saw him. It's not like he's your best friend; he doesn't need to be telling you jack about your personal life.

If not, you should put this up as a deviation.

At any rate, .

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youre funneh.

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can i smack your doctor and steal your pills?

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If one were to address such an unaware man with all the power and strength of an evolving feminine energy ... there is no damn way you would have gotten the pills.

But to be subject to such abuse and allow it ... no pill will fix that, will it? We find our perpetrators everywhere so long as we see ourselves as victims. That was my experience.

Maybe there are pills elsewhere?

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I can smack him myself.

No, but I'd be willing to trade, depending on what you've got.

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Ah yes. Well, if I’d responded with my over-flowing feminine energy, he probably would have shot me up with a tranquilizer and sent me to the hospital for a week or so. Perhaps I’ll try that next time; maybe I could use the break.

As for whether or not I allowed it … I allowed myself to react internally in the way I did, which was a manifestation of the irritability and anxiety I’ve been feeling for the past 10 days or so. I know that his works came to me for a reason. He was reflecting me, yes? Therefore, I took his words to mean that there’s some part of me wondering about what he brought up. I’m fiercely independent and both mentally and physically strong. But, my intuition lately has been screaming at me and, try as I might, I can’t support it in some situations. This would mean that I need to develop my masculine energy, right? And, that needs to happen inside me – it can’t be found from the strong men (and women) I’m drawn to. I know this to be true. I’m trying. The pills just help to calm the never-ending stream of logical thoughts, so when the intuition kicks in, I know I can place my energy there.

And yes, the pills can be found elsewhere. Unfortunately, my health insurance doesn’t agree.

Thank you again, wise one. Any further thoughts are always appreciated.

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"Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead." Bukowski

Yes, it really happened. He's too old to hit; he'd crumble into dust, although the joint smoldering somewhere in the corner would likely stay lit.

You always like my journal entries better than my deviations. I see you have some stuff up - I'm way behind, but will read soon.



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"Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead." Bukowski

Only to people like you, freak.

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"Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead." Bukowski

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Seriously you should tell his supervisor about it- especially if she is a woman.

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